Well I did it I made it through my first week. When it week started off I was a little nervous, but now I feel more confident it was almost like I was starting over again having worked the past four months I felt so disconnected from Savannah I didn’t know her routines or habitats. I felt like I always squeezing in time for her. It is very hard I don’t know how single parents do it. Something has to fall between the cracks and I never wanted that to be her. I am not saying you cant work, just try to spend as much time with your children. I have enjoy waking up and not feeling like I have to rush I can sit down and play for hours with her and not worry about a thing. God has blessed us in so many ways. I feel so lucky be given such a special gift.